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This is YUN.

14 June 1989
Gemini
Trying her goddamn best to be optimistic about life.
okay, no. Not really. Yet.
Go see her art over here.
Her organiser's over here.

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You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
you're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
as long as you keep comin' around

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again?

Thursday, August 30

How tall are you barefoot?
1.61m. yes I am short.

Have you ever smoked?
unfortunately.

Do you own a gun?
Hell no.

Do you hate someone right now?
not really. i'm too lazy to hate anybody. Though I can name a few who i prefer to avoid.

Do you get nervous?
who doesn't?

What do you think of hotdogs?
not so delectable. I eat them when i'm really hungry and got nothing else to eat.

What's your favorite Christmas song?
twelve days of christmas. hahahaha. yumi i think you kow why.

What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water. Or anything drinkable. Usually lemon tea.

Can you do push ups?
Yeeeees....

What's your favorite piece of jewellery?
I currently like my lucky charm necklace...

Do you like painkillers?
No. Drugs kill... KILL. i avoid them when i can. unless its really really mportant or when i need it.

What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
erm. wad?!

Do you own a knife?
I have this swiss-army knife that I never got round to using. ever.

Do you have H.I.V?
NO.

Name?
Khairun Nisah Bte Abdul Yazid

Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment
a) eat more rice crackers
b) chew on chocolate
c) chat with hafiz

List the last 3 things you bought lately
Coffee from des sch's vending machine; food from des malay stall and a pow.

Name 3 drinks you regularly drink
Ice lemon tea, bandung and coffee.

What time did you wake up today?
7 am.

Current worry
Not knowin if i'll finish my storyboard on time and whether I can actually present properly in front of a formal audience.

I hate presenting. It gives me the jitters.

Oh and another worry: If i ever get to spend time with Nina ever again. She keeps avoidin me.

Current hate?
lonliness

Favorite place to be?
Anywhere with Nina or Hafiz. Either. Or both. I love them both.

Least favorite place to be?
Dirty places. ITAS school 6th floor corridor. Anywhere that has a freaky atmosphere.

Where would you like to go?
I want to go to PARIS! Or Japan...

Do you own slippers?
Yes. About 2 pairs. And sandals. And 2 pairs of shoes. Yup.

What shirt are you wearing?
Spiderpunks' red shirt. But I was bored sir!!

Favorite color?
Green. Black. White. Red. And Green. Oh wait I said that already.

Would you like to be a pirate?
Depends on what sort of pirate. Not the CD-selling pirates please. I dowanna be those.

What songs do you sing in the shower?
Uhm... I'm. not. tellin.

What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The shadows. My room's next to the carpark, so at night in the dark there's always shadows dancing on the walls in my dark room cos of the headlights of the cars. I always imagine those shadows heading towards me and engulfing me in its darkness and and...

Last thing that made you laugh?
Hafiz singing that malay song. HAHAHA. funneeeee!!

last thing that made you cry?
Watching that video of the little baby girl found with heroin stuffed inside her. That's sad.

Worst injury you've ever had?
Uhm. A broken arm?

Who is your loudest friend?
Lee Shue Ting Fiona. XD

Who is your most silent friend?
Weiling. I don't even know her full name dammit.

last movie watched?
Rattatouille.

What is your favorite book?
Remember me by Christopher Pike.

What is your favorite chocolate?
ANY CHOCO WILL WORK

What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
i have NO idea. ever thought that far yet. eheh.

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
I WAS SLEEPIN. WHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

What was the First thing you did today?
Check out my phone if a certain someone contacted me or not. (huggles fizzie) XD

What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
Uh. Prepare for my interview that ended yesterday?

yunie blogged at 11:04 PM

Hafiz showed me this horrible horrible video about drug smugglers.

This bunch of smugglers stole a child at the airport and killed her and emptied out her organs and stuffed her with heroin. And then they carried her like she was a sleeping child and brought her onto the plane just like that. And nobody noticed, because all they would see is a sleeping child being carried by a guardian. In the end the smugglers were caught when the real parents saw the missing baby and realised what had happened.

I cried after watching that. Imagine if you were the child's parents. I would be devastated. I can't believe smugglers would get this desperate just to get whatever fucked up shit drugs they need out of the country to sell to others who would get a high and and probably kill themselves afterward.

I'm pissed at those smugglers. Kill a baby and empty her and fill her up with drugs and after that feign ignorance and treat it like it your own child? It's a horrible world. No wonder I cried.

And the worst part is; this is not the first time something like this happened. Stuffing dead children with heroin and other drugs has been noted more than 5 times in the news recently I reckon.

I HATE THIS WERLD.

I still can't believe I cried. Hope I didn't freak ya out on the bus ride home fizzie. eheh.

yunie blogged at 1:55 AM

Monday, August 27

Well well well.

I went for some jemputan just now. Nothing much, really. It was my cousin's relative jemputan thingy. At least, I think she's my cousin. I really can't tell wad's my relation to her. My grandma's sister's granddaughter's cousin. I think. Yeah.

Picture time!

Then Me and my cousin started to cam-whore out of boredom.

Here's a cute pic of (from left) Muhammad, Umar, Diyanah, Nasy, and Nadiah. Dey look cute, ne?

yunie blogged at 1:04 AM

Sunday, August 26

It was tiresome.

A hamster fell asleep on my hand on the bus to the Japanese school today. It was adorable.

Lots happened. PcomDI is killing me. I'm hating my resume and cover letter. So much to think and write about. And the darned resume. Write a lot; lec says its too much. Write lesser, lec says there's not enough. aaaaaarghh. I hate writing. Yes i guess I may be contradictin meself right now cos im writing right now but this is prolly different. I dun have to think at all typin all dis shit and random rants out.

And and and...

Tiring. Helped JCG out during the Natsu Matsuri. Didn't go for Fizzie's sisters' birthday party in the morning, though. Even though I had been so looking forward to going. But still, nevermind.

Woke up super early. Around 7am. Didn't know why. In the end I left for Bedok real late. Like around 6 hours after i got ready. hahahaha. Went to de Japanese school, helped to set up the tables and chairs and dustbins for the summer festival. Damn hot. Sweltering. haha. sweltering. It's been forever since I ever used that word.

And lots of thanks to Lucas for bothering to push me up and down the ramps on the trolley. You got real tired din ya? My bad. I really was tired and sick. And William said I looked pale so I decided to take it a little easier and do the lighter jobs. But still lots of thanks to all those who helped out; especially under that hot sun and all. haha mojo whacked his face with his own t shirt that time. Looked damn funny. That lewzer.

After setting up all de stuffs it was PARTY TIME. We went crazy and everyone rented yukatas!!

Haris, Rino, Hafiz, me, and Kaya. We won yo-yo balloons! whee~!

Soo yeah we had a little fun. Met Theo from NYP(dammit i shud have taken pics wit her). The bon odori at the end was a culture shock for me. It was my first time at a summer festival. I didn't even know there was such a thing as a bon odori. I thought it was food.

Didn't think anybody would actually dance along; but EVERYBODY joined in. One father even had his daughter perched on his shoulders and he was dancing dancing~~ All the little children wore their cute little yukatas dancing dancing around. And of course; Fizzie Rino Haris danced as well. Real enthusiastically. All 3 of them were soo cute la. Rasa Sayang EH!

Here's me and Jaslyn. Hope I spelled it right. Or was it Jasmine? Aiyah, I'm calling her Jas.

Rino did his rendition of COME ON TOSHI as well. Damn hilarious. Not gonna spread the video around though. He requested it. XD Though I think da pham and da extended pham will understand its funnyness. I mean come onn--- It's Rino. In a yukata. Doin COME ON TOSHI. baahs.

But now fun is over. Back to concentrating on my work. My room is almost done! All that's left is my beds and closet organising. Yeap. And I got to draw for stopp. And my resumes for PcomDI. AARGH.

Speaking of PcomDI class; here's a rare pic seen right before tt class. A rainbow surrounding the sun. Soooo beautiful.

Nice no?

Last pic of me and Hui Zhen I found. ^_^

And last one: a quiz I did for fun. Haha

Find your Celestial Choir

I'm missing your hugs and your comfort. We haven't been meeting much recently. Let's hope we can see each other more often soon. You know I miss you.

yunie blogged at 1:18 AM

Friday, August 24

I finally managed to finish up Lucas' storyboarding. With music and colors and animation and all. Im almost dead and exhausted. But there's still lotsa stuff to do. Damn dis block. So boring and yet still stress. sheesh.

Aaaaargh. I gotta do my resume and cover letter and and and...

So much work. hurhurs. Imma gonna die. arrrrghh.

And I ate too much as well. Little froggy is doomed.

Oh and I need sleep. How the fuck am I gonna manage my time like this. Freak.

yunie blogged at 1:05 AM

Saturday, August 18

Well this is awkward. You're there right across the table. So close.

But I don't seem to exist to you. You totally overlook me; I talk and somebody else answers. Either that or nobody answers.

Its like primary school all over again.

I'm being ignored by everybody again.

Its always me, me, me. I'm gonna stop this sort of thinking. But how do I change to you, you you when everybody looks on with disapproving eyes?

yunie blogged at 12:18 PM

Rejoice.

I shall do no more biting. No more.

Now half the population of Temasek Polytechnic will dance for joy and celebration.

yunie blogged at 1:17 AM

Friday, August 17

luxuria opposes castitas
gula opposes frenum
avaritia opposes liberalitas
acedia opposes industria
ira opposes patientia
invidia opposes humanitas
superbia opposes humilitas

I miss those old times. Why isn't it back to the way before?

yunie blogged at 9:52 PM

Emo post.

I don't wanna talk about it. But It hurts. And I have this fierce urge to just shout out all these problems out and maybe the world will end up a much better place after. Stupid fucked up problems. I don't even know who's to blame for my life going downhill. It really sucks.

I can't cry any more tears. Its all dried up. My eyes.

Sigh.

Why should you overreact everytime something like dis happens? Its just a bit. Not a lot. And there's absolutely no feeling or motive behind this. Nothing at all.

So why get so worked up? I need to sleep. But Luke still needs help wit his work. Lotsa. Uh huh.

Stress; stress. I want to die. I hate my life like this. I stopped going out wit de SU people; I can't talk right, my memory is getting worse again, and he stopped bothering.

Stopped bothering just because of that. Stupid thing. In my eyes it seems stupid but I guess it isnt in hos perspective. But if you refuse to talk about it and totally avoid the subject through 'wadever's and 'i dont care's how am I supposed to do anything?

My brain cant keep this up.

Aaaaand on a lighter note:

My room is almost done~! All that's left is the paint job and the mattresses.

I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN LIGHT BOX!

bye.

yunie blogged at 2:04 AM

Thursday, August 9

I am sooo tired.

I think I'll post de pics up tomorrow. Had so much fun. Loves everyone.

yunie blogged at 12:27 AM

Monday, August 6

I NEED LESS FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH.

yunie blogged at 11:19 PM

Sunday, August 5

MEI YOU REN.

Haha. Yesterday was super fun lerrs. I dressed up in a Dover Sec skirt, and a Kent Ridge Sec shirt, and acted like a minah. Felt uncomfortable; cos the skirt loves to fly up whenever there's wind blowing. Half the time filming I was trying to hold down the stupid skirt. Grarrr. Everyone was hyper from 7am in the morning all the way till nighttime. It was quite a feat.

Here's me and fizzie all high at 8am in the morning. Rino's in the background relaxing. He's a main character for the extras you know. Goo Rino!

And we're still high at 8pm at night...

And all designers who helped out in the production for 'brothers' in the pictures above excluding Mark, Fiona, Wesley and Shahul cos dey went MIA halfway through the shoot. Fioneh-neh I think U need more sleep. hahas.

After the whole shoot the director suddenly went and proposed to another director who also happened to be our lecturer April. The proposal happened while the tape was rolling, with the HD camera on a crane right above everyone's heads recording everything. April's face turned lots of interesting colours.

We wrnt to eat at some random food court after that. I think the bandung was spiked; we went crazy.

Nick was so high he was flying~

Piggy got so high he's kissing Yi Jie-jiejie and wei xiang was all gay...

I got slapped in the face by a flying arm...

Dammit even Rino got all funny!

So funny I caughe Hui Zhen crying laughing tears.

I just find the look on Rino's face here sooo hilarious.

It was a great day. toodles peeps. moowahs~!

yunie blogged at 11:22 PM

Thursday, August 2

. Its MANKIND'S fault I tell you

Earth Defender by *JohnSu on deviant ART

yunie blogged at 8:22 PM