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This is YUN.
14 June 1989
Gemini
Trying her goddamn best to be optimistic about life.
okay, no. Not really. Yet.
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....some sufferers are not under any "fear" or any psychological illness but are under extreme amounts of stress and anxiety resulting in a panic attack -Wikipedia
i couldnt control what was happening to my body for one whole looong hour and its very scary because i thought i was going to die.
i acted as usual at dance session. it was too overwhelming. also partly because i was tired and hungry. i wished i could tell someone, just ask anybody to accompany me home just for tonight. because i didnt feel..... i didnt feel very correct just now. but i know everyone's very tired too. i didnt want to spoil anybody's fun. troubling people to send me home would have definitely ruined things again.
anyways i started trembling on the bus. and then sweating. the bus was air conditioned and i was sweating. what a joke huh. i rushed home, had a shower, cried in the shower and then tried to sleep. as i was on my bed uh, i suddenly felt like... kena hempap because i became breathless. but i could sit up and walk so i know there were no forces beyond my comprehension doing this. it was just my body trying to be funny. i had the fan blasting wind in my face cause i was sweating but it only made me even colder. i rolled myself up into a ball, wrapped the comforter around me and started rocking to and fro on my bed. hurhur. i felt like a drug addict on cold turkey....
the next thing i know, its midnight already.
all the palpitations and sweating and rocking must have concussed me bad.
still feeling down. still feeling low. haiz.. but life has to go on lah....
